A Warm Embrace For A Weary Soul
“Love is all we can take with us to the grave…”
A bit morbid isn’t it? But I must admit that there’s a grain of truth in it. You can’t take money, clothing, and any earthly thing with you when you die. But what about love? Indeed you could take the love of your family and your friends with you to the other side, for it’s in your heart and soul and nothing could take that away from you. Not even death itself. You might be wondering where am I going with this or what has this got to do with kidney failure or dialysis? Well, for two reasons, actually, that I’ve decided to blog about this subject. One is that Love is an essential need of a dialysis patient, and Two, Death is not such a peculiar matter for them anymore.
Dialysis patients needs all the love and support they can get, but most of us won’t say so. I’m not entirely sure why, and there are various reasons behind this facade. One of them is the desire to regain a certain level of normalcy to our life, telling ourselves that everything’s still the same and we don’t need that extra attention. Another is that we accept our invisible disability but doesn’t want to be a burden to our family and friends.
But you know what? I guess it’s simply the fear of being pitied. Especially by those dear to us. Know this — we dialysis patients don’t need Pity, for we already had an ample amount of that within ourselves when we were at the early stages of the fight. What we need is Love, to constantly give us the inspiration to fight. Care, to make us feel warm and included. Support, to help us ease the burden we’re carrying.
Some of us patients strive to be normal, or regain a certain amount of normalcy back into our lives. And in general terms, we are indeed still normal. We go on with our everyday business, do what we have to do, and try not to let our illness be a reason for inactivity. But at the end of each day, as we lie down to bed and when we begin to think of it as a whole, we come to realize that it’s simply not the same anymore. I guess Kidney Failure doesn’t just deprive you of your kidney’s function… it also takes away a part of yourself.
In my case, I’ve long accepted my illness, along with it’s subsequent complications and consequences. I had my share of depressions, pain, and suffering. But after six years of fighting, I’m still here, willing to continue the battle for as long as it takes. If you could see me today, you would never think that I suffer from kidney failure, or undergo dialysis treatment. But the truth is that deep inside me, all that remains is that of a weary traveler.
If somebody dear to you suffers from the illness, give them your love and support. There’s no appropriate time to give these so just give it anytime. Neither must you expect them to tell you that they’re in need of your attention, for this is not likely to happen. Simply reach out at any time and at any moment.
It’s hard enough for us patients to cope with our ailment, harder for us to brace ourselves each time we endure the rigors of treatment, and hardest for us to think that everytime we go to dialysis, there’s always a possiblity that we might not be getting back. Morbid? Yes it is, but it’s one of the uncertainties that we patients must learn to accept and live with.
A simple reminder that a family’s or friend’s patient is always there for him. A simple touch of care, a simple pat on the shoulder for encouragement, a simple nod of assurance that everything would be all right, even if it’s only half-true. Simple things that makes a great difference to suffering mind and an aching body.
A warm embrace for a weary soul.
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Julius is a blogger and a freelance graphics artist undergoing dialysis treatment since 2003. An enthusiastic person by nature, he loves to write, blog, cook, read books, tinker around, listen to rock music, and do research.
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@julius, 100 % true.. Love should be given in doses and at regular frequency… I must say love is d only ultimate tip for anything best..
God bless u… cheers!!!!
Yes, and Love is more valuable than any treasure for a weary soul.
Thanks for the comment!
Cheers!
Hi Julian-hope this question isn’t impertinent? But are you a candidate for a transplant? A very close friend of mine had one two years ago and is doing beautifully. He had been undergoing dialysis many years but his levels reached the critical point, and he needed it to survive.
Sorry, Julius-I accidentally typed in Julian.
It’s okay, don’t worry about the typo. First of all, asking me if I am a candidate for transplant is not impertinent in any way. I am a candidate for transplant and I am very much willing to take it if opportunity presents itself. Unfortunately, I have been undergoing treatment for six years now and still on waiting on the long list of transplant candidates, not to mention the fact the financial hindrances. But I am okay with dialysis treatment for now and has every intention of keeping it that way as best I can.
Thanks for asking and for your concern. I really appreciate it.
*big hug* you dont know me of course, but i want to give it anyway. hang on.
Thanks!